Thursday, August 30, 2012

How do we face the future when the past is present?

    Hmm ... I've been thinking about this for few days after I watched Sex and the City. This question had make me think of all kind of possibilities and consequences of it. Everyone and so do I face this problem everyday and how do we really settle it once and for all ? Is there an answer for it or it's just a let it be situation ... 

    Future ... It is hard for us to define it  as we don't know what is happening next second. Some may take it as a positive thinking as it gives us hope. But how about the negative minders? For them is another second to worry about or even additional second to be sad. Why do we as human always think of something which doesn't exist at the first day. It is just a plain word that we give meaning to it. Where to meaning come from, also from the mouth of man kind. So everyone actually have the ability to define their own future and no man shall tell you or persisting someone in their own way. Everyone is born free, it's just the environment who makes us feel that we are not born free. Who sets the rule of can and can't or yes and no? Its the environment, the society we grew up! Because they tell us doing this is not good then does it really mean that what we do is bad? Or look at it another way, everyone has different preference and character, so why don't we look at each other in a more simple method then telling the future this can that cannot.

    Because of the past, it defines the future. And when the past define the future, this means that it is still present. Why do we let our past define our future? Is it a cycle or is it a habit of life. Past has always been dead locking our future. We always live in our past and make it present. Yes, sometime it does help us but the reason we look at it is because we are afraid of our future. We let our past to define it and let it over power us. No man can stop themselves thinking like that so do I. But it's just a random thought that I'm having now. 


Sunday, August 26, 2012

Too Free =)


2 weeks of holiday before results release !
Enjoy as much as possible is what I aim for =D
Lost 2kg actually last week but 
this week gained back 1kg =(
Eat too much with my bestie !





Been sleeping day and night =)
Wanna finish all my drama but kinda lazy !
Too many drama to catch up hehehe !

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Bullshitting


Kinda disappointed towards you ...
So many years as best friend but now bull shit ...
Everytime gathering sure say finals or company family ...
You think we no need to sit for exam or company family too izit ?
All BULLSHIT !

Wanna compare stress and busy , talk to my palm my ass la ...
I know accounting is not easy ,
but we what ?
Engineering , accounting , law and even few of them working ...
You think our subject is easy ?
Or you think you are too classy to join us ?
Or we didn't meet your standard ?

I admit I do party and all 
but this doesn't mean I'm lower standard or bad influence ...
Mann I'm fcuking wun ask you out anymore
because I dun fcuking owe you all ...
especially you LOL
Next time if u duwana attend 
Can u juz fcuking show ur courage 
say that u juz duwana join =)
We wud be glad to hear that !

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Coming to the end of First year Degree

Smiley face that cheer me up !
I don't know why and how
but it makes me feel better =)
This was in Antipodean @ Bangsar !

I still remember its after Legal Skil paper =3
which I did badly tho
So we went for a brunch together !

Unfortunately, Antipodean is not halal ...
Hehehe oopsie my fault !
So we went to PlanB for second round !


Ofcourse Chatime is a must when I am in BV hahaha !
Imma gonna get diabetes if I continue to live like that !! =D

We also enter Toys R Us for the sake of us fun xD






And ME !


I love Iron Man <3 i="i" nbsp="nbsp">










Friday, August 17, 2012

first attempt in Sushi King

After so long in Seremban,
I've really never step into the Sushi King here .
Basically is I don't feel like steping in xD

So that day finally went with Sam <3 p="p">


 We had 3 plates of this xD my fav !!






Hahaha it had open for years in Jusco LOL !
But food okok la xD
Can go back there again !


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Only hard for me



In Your Eyes I Can See You Forever In Your Life
다시 한번  눈을 바라봐   너만 있으면 


In My Eyes I Can See You Forever In Your Life
누가 뭐래도 상관이 없어  그냥 곁에 있으면 




Only hard for me - M.I.B

Seriously addicted to this song though they are not that famous =)
Kangnam's voice is angelic !


Sunday, August 12, 2012

I'm back !

6.8.2012 - 10.8.2012
UK Transfer Programme Law Degree
Final Examination

6/8 : Criminal , I fail terribly because what I spot didn't came out
7/8 : Contract , maybe 50:50
8/8 : Legal Skill , mind blank forget all format so = fail
9/8 : Constitutional & Administrative Law , not bad 
10/8 : Legal Skill & Method , 50:50

Every night study untill 4am and wake up at 5am to study !
Life is so terrible !
1 week is like 1 month
Stressful max =(
don't even care how I look or dress !
no appetite and not feeling well !

BUT

NOW

IM BACK 

hehehe went to enjoy straight after last paper !
Clubbing with classmates in Vertigo till max =D
All stress released !
Slept all I wanted !