Pissed off

I tell you I'm like a farking dog for my dad , ask me sit sit, ask me stand stand .... WTF grounded me for no reason !!!!!

HALO !! I'm 18 yr old already ! I know its not a big deal still you can't be so uncivilized !

I asked you before I go out and you are the one who say OK !

Now , last minute say NO and say I'm grounded !!

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF !!!

Before form5 graduate , you said after SPM you can go out ...

Now, college life you still guard me like a farking dog...

When you like to let me out then let me out , don't like me out then lock me in the cage !

KNS ... I'm also a human k ?

Ground me also need a reason k !! 

Do you know what is responsibility ?

Planned to go out with friends and suddenly say can't go last minute !

Mader I wonder you ever be a teenager before ...?

Give such a stupid reason say : 

You are grounded just because I say so ...

To my mom :

Halo from UPSR you are cursing me say I won't get nice result !

Do you really hope I fail always ?

Use your brain la please , if I fail , you also won't get any benefits ...!

Now college also curisng my results ..go die !

But atleast you never ground me before =/

Argh as a conclsion I'm farking angry and pissed off !!

Sorry Erica xD

Everytime outing with you sure kena =/

Idk why haha but I really wana go hang out with you ...

Plus now is almost last 2 paper , hello !

I need to release tension and stress too ...

Say I got bad habbit always like to go here and there ,

ei who does'nt like to do that !! 

only NERD will isolate themselve !

And I did study ...

I even go to library to study at Sunday , what you expect more ?

You Suck

Yeah , I'm referring to Economic paper =/ 

The worst paper of all although I did study all and have faith in it !

Early morning it rains like hell and jam like hell when going to college , have breakfast with wify in McD and while she is revising , I'm glancing through her Cleo magazine xD

Then proceed to library ...studied with the guys , Gavie and Ivor was so damn pro in Econ .... 

Did learn a lot from Gavie !

Thx to him =)

He's good in sport and academic , and he makes his relation well with Joyee ~

Really awesomee !

Before entering class for quarantine, went China Town to have lunch with Ivor, Gavie , Caleb and Juen Vei !

Tho I'm the only girl haha and they eat a lot man !

1pm-3pm is quarantine period , I talk more then study , hmm ...

Then Econ paper 3pm-4.30pm

Daddy fetch me after that !

Sigh , its really the suck-est paper of all subject LOL !

Business Studies , I died

Hohohoho , today is Wednesday >.<
Suppose to be happy because of " pasar malam " but ....
Get up at 6am in the morning , settle myself , daddy send my brother to school then only send me to bus station !

At first, I though of studying in bus but end up dreaming again ~~~ ( listening to Ss501's song )
I really have to say I love Kim Hyun Joong and also his voice ! even is just so so ! ♥ 
It took about 1 1/2 hour to reach , went to McD to have my breakfast as usual ...

Gahh ! Went to college but keep chit-chatting with my friends =/
Everyone is fighting for the last minute preparation but I was just glancing through the revision planner !
Sorry , Mr Edgar and Ms Corine ...I really dislike Business LOL ~

Then went m0m m0m with Joann and May May and JM ...
Hmm its been like few months I never went to that mee stall xD
Uncle and aunty still remember what I used to order !

Then , proceed back to library then exam hall !
1 hour 15 min ...
Section A 4 question - I don't know how to do although I study before
Section B 1 essay - I did ....but can't guarantee sure correct LOL

Yay ! finally finish our 1st paper then as usual proceed to PAVILION !!!

First venue - Dragon-I for lunch

I like their decorations !

My fried rice ^^ 

I forgot the name but is crispy and inside got red bean paste !

Xiu long bao !! Its too nice ♥ 

Till I forgot to take pixies ~~ o0ps xD

Once you bite , the soup will flow into your mouth ..awtz ~

Finish food war ^^

Nice huh ? Bing ma yong !!! ( the soldiers that burried with king )

Then, we passed by this

Deepavali is near , I think this is call "Kolam"

It should be a big flower picture but I'm just interested in this signature haha !

Its time for Chat Time !! Famous bubble milk tea =)

I ordered original milk tea while Veron ordered some thing like green tea with red bean =/

Both taste awesomeee ~~

From this small stall , you can see the scenery of Pavilion...

and feel the wind blow through your face~

Sigh ~~ They shop like hell but we study like hell ...

Watching them makes me feel hmm ...

I wanna be like them !

Then , we went Paul Frank shop and Cotton-On ...

And also Times Bookstore ...

After that , we ciao ! 

Damn , time is passing so fast !

This year I spend sho much time with friends but my love life , sigh !

Dunno when only he will accompany me here?

Gona fight for this Friday's Economy paper !!! 

Gambateh !!!

Distressing October

Today , 25th of Oct 2010 ....

I receive kinda few sad news ...

The first shocking news is about :

Selina from S.H.E 40% of her body get burned due to explosion when participating in drama !!!

Well, I guess everyone know this news ..so nothing much to talk about it ...

Second sad news is this year holiday , I'm not gonna go for vacation with my hubby ... Sigh ~
Because of some problem, I decided to cancel the Ipoh trip and this year , we never even meet each other much . Sadly , but truly ...FML I hate my relationship ... sad + disappointed = me

Third is about my classmate, Rebecca , a young pretty lady from ATC , having A level's exam, met with an accident yesterday night ...She's currently in ICU in Seremban Hospital .. All of us are quit worry about her as she is still in the coma condition... God please let her get well ASAP .. *cross fingers*

Furthermore , there were few accidents that was quit "big" during this month in our country. And for other country is either flood or tornado .... Nothing really good happened this month !

And 1 more important thing is ,

Imma having CIE exam this month so pray hard everything  go well for me , especially in exam ...
By the way , I just came back from clinic due to flu and cough ..
Hope nothing goes wrong on Wednesday's paper ( business studies )

* Hope Rebecca can recover  faster , all of us are waiting for her in the college , may lord bless her !

Hard crush on bed scene

As you see the in Playful Kiss episode 15 , finally they get to marry !! Awtz ~~ how sweet  the little couple can be ♥ .... After going through so many circumstances, finally everything ends well and they had such a romantic wedding ceremony in the church ...Both of them are 21years old only and WOW my hubby ( Kim Hyun Joong ) damn gorgeous in his wedding suit *saliva dripping* =)

Perfect couple right ? ( Although I wish the bride would be me ) =/

Hubby bringing her to buy wedding ring ♥

The best part of all is the bed scene of them !!! After their wedding ceremony , they went for their harnimoon holiday which was is Jiju Island ...But unfortunately they met a couple that keep interupt their privacy during their vacation...There is 1 scene that the girl from the couple try to tackle my hubby by acting sick , so my hubby as a future doctor quickly went and check on her body ...Once Ha-ni saw , she was so jealous n cried out saying she doesn't like him touching other girls ...But in the end is that blardy B**** acting just to make my hubby touch her ....

So on the third day night , yes it was also their last day of vacation , yeah finally the bed scene came in and .... You should see it yourself !!!!

I don't know why , maybe never see Kim Hyun Joong in such a scene before buahahaha xD

So, kinda think a lot when watching them from wedding ceremony till bed =)

( How I wish I was Ha-ni )

As you all know I'm a big fan of Kim Hyun Joong ♥

I love him a lot !

( Sorry la if I offended other of his fans ) =/

Finally , Playful Kiss is really a perfect drama , so you gotta watch it or you will regret !!!!

Hot Days

Aiks , these days the weather had been so so so blardy hot !!!

No rain , not even a single wind blow through ~~~

I'm sweating like hell every single minute ...

Yet , next week is CIE exam , Business Studies ......

Honestly , I prefer Law !!! I know nothing about business ~~

I'm slacking this few days and my flu haven't gone yet ='(

hohoho ... never argue with my dear also , consider OK le la xD

p.s - I lost my air condition 's controller T.T FML

爱， 够吗？

  


一个人 , By . Jolin Tsai


从皮包里扯出我们的照片
沙发要移到客厅的另一边
晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟
已经没什么人会埋怨


晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门没差别

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边

一个人我重新适应一切不方便
两个人不一定就成全一个世界
一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线过去那些情节更明显


...更明显...


我们又吵架了，也不是第一次因为这个话题吵了。。。
我再次跟你说出我需要的是什么，你也在次说为何我一直给你压力。。。
我并不是要给你任何压力，而是像你知道我心里在想什么，因为你总是不明白，不明白我到底要的是什么，每次都试着暗示你，却没有一次你会细心一点去想我想向你表示些什么 ~~


我渐渐的也开始长大，不像以前那么无知了。
我知道我要的是什么，
而不像以前那样傻傻的以为长大后，什么都不必担心，因为知道你会为我做一切事情。
我只要乖乖的在你身边长大，就行了。


可是现在，
才发现一切并没那么简单。。。
你给过的诚若，你实现不到，你道歉，我接受。。
你又再次为我许下诚若，可是你又再次让我失望，
我可以选择不再失望吗？
只有你才能把我的希望台得高高的，然后由亲手把我送进谷底，很好玩吗？
已经很多次了，慢慢的也习惯了

我不再去要求你能给我些什么，只要求你在我需要你时出现就好了。。。
连这一点你也做不到，还称得上这是一场恋爱吗？
物质上你已经满足不到我了，连精神上你也满足不了我，还谈什么未来呢？

每次口口声声地说是为了我们的未来打算，可是现况都搞不好，还谈什么未来呢？
我们算是情吕吗？
一年基本上见面的次数不超过5次，失败吗？
可能你觉得无所谓，可是我很在乎。。。
连跨国恋情都见面多过我们，你知道我有多羡慕其他恋人吗？
每当我提到这个，你总是说为何每次都要拿别人来做比较 ！
是，我就是羡慕，甚至嫉妒！
因为我不开心，没有安全感，没有恋爱感，我不幸福！

我也要像普通恋人般谈恋爱！
周末手牵手拍托，放学后有人接，寂寞时有人抱！
我没有你想象中那么坚强，我会哭，会累。。。


当我提起能不能接我放学一次，就那么一次，
你就会说为什么我那么爱脸 ，
我并非要炫耀，我想要尝试下幸福的感觉，
我真得很希望放学你能接我，然后我们手托手去吃午餐，然后你陪我逛逛街，再送我回家。


其实，你有发现过吗？
每次约会大多数是我主动约你出来，
你很少会主动约我，难道你不想念我吗？
当你那么一百零一次主动约我出来时，如果当天我有要事拒绝，
你就会说为什么你不能配合我，每次都要我配合你 ~

我很久没有尝试到谈恋爱是什么感觉了，幸福是什么滋味呢？
我们名誉上算是情侣，
但实际上呢？
有时，我觉得你跟我的好朋友们没什么差别，只是我们称呼对方老公老婆罢了。
也是有那样的差别，有时的我更把所有事情告书我的朋友，而对你还是有所保留，
因为知道你不喜欢，我选着了安静。


你会知道我也会寂寞吗？
你会知道我也会累吗？

你觉得你给的爱是足够的，你有没有想过我觉得足够吗？
有时你说我对你的爱很贪心，你有想过为何我会贪心吗？


我也在很多方面上有压力，我没告书你，这不代表我没有，
你说你有很多压力，所以希望我不再无理取闹。。。
我只是想你重视我多一些，回头看看我，我已经尽力跟上你的脚步了 ~

晴天阴天今天又是星期天  唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间  出门或不出门没差别
（ 我的心情时常离不开这句，因为心总觉得淡淡的）

走在匆忙的城市，努力奋斗的日子，感觉自己并不属于这里，因为我都忘了我属于哪里 ~
心淡了，感觉也没了，就让忙碌埋了它，这样时间就会很快过。


我知道你很爱我，
我也一样很爱你，


我也需要人赔，
需要爱的滋润，
要幸福的感觉，
这才叫爱情 。。。


我只想常常见面，一个月一次也好，我不求多，但也知道这是不可能的 。




老公，

爱你，我真的好累好累 ~~~
你能听见吗？

Blardy Old Topic

Yeah again I'm discussing about buying an Iphone with my hubby ...

I just wanna tell him that even he got money , you need to wait because probably there will be no stocks now days since everyone is so0 so0 into it * cross fingers *  ...

Haiz , so we fought again since he doesn't like this topic because I wanna buy myself 1 if he doesn't manage to buy since I'm in KL area so its easier for me to get ...

Fight , fight , fight ..everytime like that !

Worst come to worst I'll tolerate him to buy an Ipod Touch ...

Really feel moody now as I'm having serious flu since few days ago and now with a bit of tummy pain ~~~~

1st choice ~~

Iphone 4gs ...( he won't let )

2nd choice

 

Iphone 3gs ( doesn't seem have hope too )

3rd choice

 

Blackberry Bold 9700 ... ( impossible too it seems )

4th choice

Ipod touch 8g =/ ( possibility is 50:50 )

Eww ~~

 

Do you want to know the last choice is what ?

 

Don't know?

Let you guess !

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I 'LL GIVE UP NOT TO BUY EITHER ONE OF IT !!!!!!!

 

Funarious ..Buahahahaha =)

Today , law paper 2 exam of A level ....

OMG ... I manage to answer all ..wee ~~~~ xD


I'm so happy , I choose the question 2 about juries , although it is not in the prediction but I manage to answer it due to in paper 1 I did jury question too ! 

As Mr Sara's prediction , Statutory Interpretation did came out but I don't know how to write an essay about the advantages of Purposive Approach so ....................

I skipped to Question 2 which is Jury ^^


I manage to answer all in time but 5 minutes later then my dudes ....
But never mind , I'm satisfy !


Then , me , Joann , Jia Min and Veron went Shabu Steamboat Buffet to have our lunch <3

So neat before we started to RAWR !!!

This is after the war LOL xD

We did gossip a lot and updated each other =D

~~ Girls Day ~~

Need a crush on textbooks

Obviously again you can see me slacking on my study table ~~~

Owh I had lost my motivation for the war due to the lost in the first battle ~~~

I forgot to share a joyful moment before the week of exam : 

Again our famous hang out spot, Snowflake ♥ But this time we got a new member , Shin Yee =)

As usual the old members me , Veron and wify.... 

I ♥ this the most

 

Then we went Cotton On and I bought a top =)

After that we went Wong Kok to eat ... 

In the end , I applied for Watson member card ( basically my wife say is very usefull )

See I opened my book but I'm not focusing on it ...

BTW , a classmate of mine date me out ...OMG i can't believe it because he is such a irritating guy !

Gonna think a way to reject him but probably he saw my FB post that I wrote it in a way to reject him

Got To Go Now ~

Toodles ^^ 

Useless = Me

Well today my first day of exam - Law paper 1 started at 1pm - 2.30pm ..but i had extra time which is 10minutes ...

I did :
Question 1 - Juries
Question 2 - Criminal Process
Question 6 - Judicial Precedent

To tell you the truth , my Ques 2 is totally fucked up ! I did that question 3 times before and I studied it like hell ...

But I panic and black out ...
I stunned there and I mix up all the court structures ...

So , I did manage finish all 3 question but ~

Question 2 I did wrongly whole essay ...

I know I am useless ...

Slap me ? Kick me ? Punch me ? 
I deserve it !

I told my dad , he kept quiet ...
I feel more guilty ...

I am sad -
I am scare -
I am useless -
I am guilty -
I am lost -

Can you help me to find my confident back ?

After exam I went Time Square with wify , Veron , Suvi and Kar Loke ...

We went Sushi King , well I never eat much ~

 

My plates are the least among others ...Furthermore I shared with Suvi ...

So maybe I ate 5 pieces of sushi only ?

Then , to cheer me up , my beloved wify treat me Tutti Fruity <3

Thanks wify , you really cheer me up ...

I love you thou ...

Then we went shopping again ...

She bought a short and I bought a dress ...

Oh ya ! we bought some bunny ears too !

Then , I went back ....

Start to emo ...

I cry and luckily my hubby called me , he never really comfort me but talking all kind of craps !

Hmm ... I feel better after crying ...

My hubby at class now ...

I'm sms ing with my buddie Keith ...

Thanks for your support too Keith ..

I just hope I can pass the law paper , even though i aim more then that ~

But 

Its useless to say all that now ...

Last post of October

Guess everyone know why this is the last post of this month due to exam ...But I'm still addicted to the latest Korean drama - Playful Kiss ♥

I really did my best to cover up all the chapters but somehow it doesn't really go into my brain , especially cases , all mix up with different chapters ...

The things I wanna do after exam :

1. D.I.Y this year Christmas present for my dear hubby ♥

2. have a nice trip with him ( if he has holiday since he is working )

3. shopping and eat all around KL with my BFF , MeiYen and Veron ...

4. buying an Iphone or Ipod touch

5. finish all the Korean drama and Hong Kong drara - My Gf is a Gummiho , Playful Kiss , Gong Zhu  Jia Dao, Tan Qing Shuo An .... and others 

6. Oh ya ! I forgot my hair ...like bush , have to do something about it !

7. Gathering with my high school friends =) 

8. go dating more often with hubby ! 

Thats all what I wanna do ! By the way , I missed Adam Lambert's concert ='( and so stress facing my exam ...but i won't give up , just like Adam's song :

Just don't give up ,

I'm working it out ,

Please don't give in ,

I won't let you down .....

It mess me up , 

Need a second to breathe,

Just kept coming around .....

To all A level' s student ..Good luck in your exam !!! 

Ciao =) study time ~~~

Fcuk My Life

Hmm .. I decided to update this blog just to release my tension that I went through whole week ! Haleluya ~~~ my exam is just 3 days more , next MONDAY !!! Law paper 1 ...

I'm so sickening of everything this week .. Don't know why ? Maybe phobia of exam ... while I basically haven't prepare totally for the exam ... I feel so exhausted everyday ... Damn why only my motivation to study starts declining when exam is getting nearer and nearer!Whateva I studied will be like come in from the left ear and go out from the right ear ..Awtz ... I'm doom !

OK , there was a incident that happen between my study break that really give me a shock, basically is just I never imagine before that this thing will happen ...And it was so correctly stated in my horoscope that i read it in the newspaper The Sun ...

This incident really makes me pissed - off and I really feel like scolding vulgar words LOL !!! My temper is really limited due to the tension for the coming exam ...Halo , its not ordinary exam but Cambridge A - Levels !!! So don't play play with me this whole month till exam over k ?

Basically the incident is something happened to one of my best friend ( love problem ) , we called her as Ms A la ...after the so called " love problem " happened , she like totally change her attitude ... Damn emo always and before the " love problem " occured , my another BFF , Ms B already give her advice not to do so ... The conclusion is Ms A ownself find problem ...

Then don't know what the hell on earth Ms A say Ms B betrayed her ....At that particular moment , Ms A also text me message like - I love you that's why I couldn't hurt you ... So , it makes me feel like I betrayed Ms A too ...KNS ..the truth is non of me nor Ms B do so ! Hmm this made me and Ms B feel so DL ( dulan ) LOL ....

Then , finally we got class and I met up with her, Ms A ... Hmm she was sitting right behind that jerk and they were chatting and laughing ... ( that jerk is a guy she liked but all of us HATE ) ... before the " love problem " happened , she ( Ms A ) don't even dare to look at that jerk , but WOW now they are like couple ....She never really talk to me that day so I also aiya don't care la ... Since she like to dig her grave then continue dig la ... I'm out of this mess ...and please la ... I ME really hate that jerk !!! See his face his shadow I want to vomit LOL .... Advice is given but stil same thing happen and happen ... So , I surrender , bye bye =)

I'm going to concentrate on my exam , well trying not to sleep so much xD and eat so much !! I will only care the one that is worth me caring <3 ...FYI , I really had a great time hanging out with my BFF haha especially my wify and Veronica , damn crazy friends ^^  Gambateh for all the students who is preparing for exam !! 

p/s : Please don't spread this news out especially my classmates , your cooperation is wanted and thx a lot ! =) finish reading iit and just keep it yourself ..hehe

Simple but meaningful

Today is Sunday , when everyone is partay- ing ... I went to the state library to do my revision for A level exam that is next week ... So pity ='(

Messy table in the library xD

Cute right ? Kent 's new sharpener ~

Me n Kent went Pizza hut for lunch ..Wow what a relieve =)

had a great sensation of pizza today ! awesomeeee combination of cheese ♥

After that we went Popular to buy some stationary and then proceed back to library ~~

RAWR !!!! ^^

Basically , I'm doing my revision on Human Rights and this article caught my eye ! 

Article 12 - Right to marry !

LOL xD so i dedicated to Kent , the desperate bachelor ~~~

So , this is the end ..TTFN =)

Deadly tired of A Levels

Countdown to the real A Levels ' exam on 11.10.2010 ... There are still 8 more days .

8 more days !

8 more days !

8 more days !

8 more days !

I still haven't finish study a single subject ='(

Basically my subjects are Law, Business Studies and Economics...

So what am I going to do?

Just don't know why I keep feeling sleepy these days although I had enough time of sleeping  >.<

Lethargic? maybe yes maybe no?

Insomnia ? sometime yes sometime no?

Argh ,slap me please this October !!!

Last Tuesday went college's library and study but end up again in Pavilion ! God damn who invented Snowflakes that make us addicted to it ... 

♥ Snowflakes  

♥ Snowflakes  

So, 3 of us , me , Veron and Desmond went and enjoy Snowflakes =)

After that , we went Sakei Sushi for proper solid lunch ~~

Desmond enjoying his Unagi =D

 My Unagi dish with eggs ♥

Idk what is this LOL ! Veron's dish xD

Hmm... and then we rush back to attend extra class ...

On the way back , I fell down again >.< T.T ='(

The floor really loves me a lot !

Then , the whole class my body and tummy aches like hell T.T

But luckily when going back time it feels better =)

Thx god ! My body aches until today LOL....

hope the pain go away ASAP !!!