♥白天与黑夜的差别♥

今天不想多说些什么，只想静静的望着夜空中的星星，白天时我能对着白白的云发呆；黑夜降临时我能对着星星发呆，心中有一种说不出，不，是不能用言语形容得出来的感受。很特别的是白天望着云朵，我的感情是比较晴朗的，有什么心事都会往好处想；可悲的是一到夜晚，什么心事都会往弊处想。

白天与黑夜的差别真的是那么大吗？

这个问题一直在我脑海里浮现，是我想太多？还是我还像以前那么孩子气阿 呵呵？
其实女生来来去去也不是为了那几件事而烦恼，尤其是爱情~~~当然我也是其中一个。

写太多也没人要看，说太多也没人要听。。。
不知如何就想找个地方发泄一下下  呵呵 ~~ 那就是发泄在我部落格上咯 ♥♥

我们就把爱情简单化来看，什么是♥♥爱情♥♥呢？

1♥ 有人说那需要想那么多？不就是我♥你，你♥我而以咯~~
2♥ 有人说♥一个人不一定要拥有它，只要她幸福快乐就满足了~~
3♥ 有人说既然♥一个人那么累，那么辛苦，倒不如找一个♥你的人不是更好吗？~~

可是，我觉得♥情是什么？不是你我他都能回答出来的。以上三个例子，我都觉得有道理，但我觉得♥爱情♥对我来说是：

(a) 我♥她，他♥我
(b) 我需要他，他需要我
(c) 他需要成为我的好朋友，那么我们才会有聊不完的话题阿
(d) 我不需要开口，他也知道我的脑袋瓜在想什么啊 呵呵 ♥

我也知道世界上没有任何一个人是完美的，而且很感谢上天让我们俩相遇，也甜甜密密地过了这一年多的日子。

当你父母决定把你转校回怡保时，我们的感情从来就没有好过。也就这样我们把这段感情又足足拖了一年多与~~~~这期间我都好累，好累，好累。。。你也不当着一回事，我说分开，你也是随便几句的挽回，你知道我的心有多么痛吗？犹如刀割般，不！是比刀割还要疼。。。我唯一盼望的是简简单单的甜言蜜语，就算是虚伪的，我也会高兴，可是最后你并没做到。

最近，出现了另一个他， 果然他什么都跟你当初如何对我一样好，唯有缺点就是很幼稚~~不过至少有什么是我能像他投诉，而不是每次找你都难到死的大忙人。

很多人叫我放弃旧的感情，迎接新的感情，至少他是♥你的，而你是被♥的。。。
而也有很多人叫我继续，别轻易放掉那么久了的感情 ~~~
也有人鼓励我先尝试下新的，不适合在做个了断，说这句话的人是我college让我又爱又恨的朋友说的~~呵呵

那时你会怎样做呢？♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
我喜欢新的他，我放弃不了旧的他。。。。
还是不要想那么多，睡觉最好…… …… …… ^^

Dandelion
~Any of several herbs of the genus Taraxacum having long tap roots and deeply notched leaves and bright yellow flowers followed by fluffy seed balls

dandelion explains the very meaning of life. Every piece of the dandelion represents something important in our lives. Every time the wind blows, part of it will go missing. Never let this wind take them away. Hold on to them, cherish them, love them and remember them, before they are all gone.

Dun regret when they were not there for you...

This is what life is

☠ ATC A level Jan intake 2010/2011 ☠

Hmm... Tis is our group picture ^^ wakaka d ATC A lvl jan intake~~~

Reli enjoy alot with them...

We all mix well even we r from different races, culture n tradition ! We r not racist ~~~

♥ Support 1 Malaysia ♥

Hope our friendship last 4eva til LLB ♥

♥ I Miss You ♥

To ,
my dear fren Sridhaar Naidu

Today morn i received a sms from ur family at 8.45 while i was in d bus on d way 2 my college, i tot u were playing prank so i replied : dun play la lol... N ur sis called me say is nt a joke n u reli passed away...i was reli blank tat time, i duno wat expression shud i give since weerosh is beside me n inside my heart i felt d pain....i act lik everything is ok n i think no 1 realise it...

Bcz of u ...i made myself tahan my tears whole class !!! u noe sumore is law 2day n photo section ...my smile r totally fake..artificial !!! aso cz of u i dun hav d mood 2 eat my McD breakfast n lunch i juz drink n ate few fries ony...u noe u vr bad T.T lik tat leave me....

u noe u told me u gona study at automotif college n start ur college life....even ur bday tat day u told me tat u wanna find gf in kl.... y u nvr finis everything u wish to n juz leave lik tat....u shud complete everything b4 u go...when i 1st not used 2 kl 's situation..u awiz sms me ask hw m i n giving me advice even though u r working...

got few time u called me but i was bz wit sumting or slept off so i nvr answer...n u aso ajak me out but tat time i was bz ...i'm reli regret...n i wana apologise again n again.... i reli miss u u noe ? hw can u leave me juz lik tat !! pig la u ... now no more ppl tease me thin lik fish got many bones anymore .... u noe thers so many thing i wana u to noe, lik my college life n everything !!

i wanna tell u i can take care myself le.....i can take bus alone sumtime le....i'm not tat scare lik last time le...

but is too late...

I miss you

May u rest in peace

TimE Sinkens FrienDshIp

When i 1st decide 2 enter jan intake for A lvl in ATC....i quit sad of it cz i need 2 leave all my BFF especially u...we used to hang out everyweek n no matter wher we go we lik twins, stick togehter... but unfortunately i found tat when i start my college life n u start working while waiting for may intake , time reli do sinken our frenship...

Last time no matter wt happen, either is opponens wrong but we stil stand out for each other...n we reli famous of sticking together in skul or even tution !! almost every tution same haha even d teacher aso canot tahan cz we talk too much...Even though we meet everyday in skul n tution, at nite we stil can gossip until 3am..its reli a nice memory between us tat i wil nvr 4get...i reli kinda miss it n especially we go 4 shopping since both of us r shopaholic...n we even bought d same baju..u noe gals la lik to do all tis stuft haha...

my house is lik ur house n u noe each single corner n seem lik ur house ady ^^ ur family noes me well n my family noes u well...haha .. we'vr been go thru alot of hardship together...i reli hope we can maintain tis relationship even in college life...

but nowadays i noe u r bz wit ur work, n i understand tat somehow work is importan to u as u wana earn $$ for college...hmm but sometime when gathering u cant attend i aso feel quit sad..i reli hope u can come... i noe mayb u feel i annoying but i reli miss u...

last time u used to care bout my everything haha even tiny miny thing aso u wan gepo haha....but now mayb u r bz working so erm nt tat free to care bout me anymore...Each time i wana find u n tell wt happen 2 me... but i dun hav d chance...i'm not angry wit u but juz quit sad cz time lik dragging our frenship away...yes...i admit i abit disappointed but a big part of it is i reli miss u....

I myself ... Yes, is me ~ MISS U ...

☆ Time Changes Everything ☆

Tik Tok...On d clock, but d partay dun stop~~~ Keisha's new song..

Reli gives me d inspiration t0 write 2day...

Seems tat everything pass so fast...nw is ady april n lik oh gee 24hours is nt enuff for me at all !! I nid erm mayb additional 12hour t0 slp n finis my assignments... almost everyday hav to stay up til very late in d nite..alone.. ya..alone in d nite doing my stuft~~~

aiks i admit sumtime is last minute work but stil u can feel d cold breeze thru d nite...n sumtime u can hear d anjing liar barking n water dripping....haiz wt a sad nite...

Wher u go ~~ I miss u so ~~Seems lik is been 4eva ~~ Tat u've been gone ♥♥♥♥

somehow my life is jz lik d flower aiks....

I'm tired argh...

I need a shoulder t0 rest n crY...

♥♥♥Wher is mY tRuE LoVe♥♥♥

Coffee or Tea ?

Is ady almost 4 years , n since d day u leave ... all important event has nvr been celebrate anymore...Wat i get is ur apologise n gifts~~ d worst is all lik payin debts in 1 time..there is no meaning 2 celebrate aso if lik tat...i told u about d problems n tried 2 settle but in d end aso no conclusion...Quit fed up of it n hardly bare wit tis kind of life...

1st time i reli fel lik giving up everything n juz move on wit my life...

ur life is just work n care bout me tat i find tat is bored n hmm i sumtime reli fed up....i jz wan a simple love life but nt luxurious life....ya..i noe u care bout me alot but some how i feel tat u dun love me n i dun hav faith in u n tis relationship...izit d time i shud let go ?

I noe tat no 1 in tis world wil treat me as gud as u....i hav no doubt on it...but i cant stand distance relationship anymore...i nid sum1 tat i can lean on...nt sum1 tat ony noe sorry sorry sorry..Mayb can sing Super Junior's SORRY SORRY =X i dun lik d feeling of hanging...makes me suffer ! i wan sum1 tat is mature enuf to understand me n noe wt m i thinkin even i'm in silent mode... Izit i m used 2 b d presence of u ? though no matter wt u tell i aso try 2 belive but nt d 3 word I LOVE YOU...

 

Nw ... i found sum1 who is slightly better... i'm not sure of it....i duno whther i shud giv a try ...Is hard to make decision...Will u choose d person u love OR choose d person u need ?

Every1 got their own opinion which even myself ..yes me...duno which to choose aso...Single aso hard , in relationship aso hard.. wat m i suppose to do ?

No one can help in making decision but i reli feel tat i nid consultation.... I scare to bet 4 d new relationship...n den end up in failure or sad case...Shud i remain wit my old life ? or shud i step forward n start my new life?

Who loves me more?

Who cares me more?

Who nvr lie to me before?

Who can reli do wat they promise?

Who can make me smile awiz?

Who can giv me d feel of happines?

<< WHO WILL LOVE ME TIL D END >>

☆ An outing ☆

2day was quit an aWesomeEe day f0r uS ..cz Miss Corrine take emergency leave n 11pm ony Mr Edgar comin to replace her ^^

we all reach college around 9.30 n me , weeworm , sucang , jia min n prishantini went 2 time square to book Clash of the Titan 3D, 1.50pm...

hmm...it was fantastic !!

i'm in luv wit d young soldier hahahaha...

while sucang n prishan were bookin 4 d ticket, me ,weeworm n jia min went 4 makan at Wendy..

wee worm shy shy =X

ok so when class end at 12.45....we quickly rush 2 time square n we went Gong Wo Tong eat herbal jelly wher wee worm say not nice n bitter -__-

we put alot of honey inside it ^^ n0m n0m sweet ~~~~

but i reli enjoy d herbal jelly...

unluckily =.= when i balik it rains heavily...damn it spoil my mood !!! i nid 2 run under d rain 2 bus stand alone =.= actualy i nvr reli run cz i scare i fall down again .....so hmm speechless...

hate KL nwdays day day rain...

shud hav wait syllvester finis class n he can fetch me rite...adui...

wakakka..malas wirte so long la...but hmm quit sakit kepala wit law thingy f0r monday...

stress la...

slepy too n taking coffee...

waana fish lik during in class 2day...

o0ps...