my dear fren Sridhaar Naidu
Today morn i received a sms from ur family at 8.45 while i was in d bus on d way 2 my college, i tot u were playing prank so i replied : dun play la lol... N ur sis called me say is nt a joke n u reli passed away...i was reli blank tat time, i duno wat expression shud i give since weerosh is beside me n inside my heart i felt d pain....i act lik everything is ok n i think no 1 realise it...
Bcz of u ...i made myself tahan my tears whole class !!! u noe sumore is law 2day n photo section ...my smile r totally fake..artificial !!! aso cz of u i dun hav d mood 2 eat my McD breakfast n lunch i juz drink n ate few fries ony...u noe u vr bad T.T lik tat leave me....
u noe u told me u gona study at automotif college n start ur college life....even ur bday tat day u told me tat u wanna find gf in kl.... y u nvr finis everything u wish to n juz leave lik tat....u shud complete everything b4 u go...when i 1st not used 2 kl 's situation..u awiz sms me ask hw m i n giving me advice even though u r working...
got few time u called me but i was bz wit sumting or slept off so i nvr answer...n u aso ajak me out but tat time i was bz ...i'm reli regret...n i wana apologise again n again.... i reli miss u u noe ? hw can u leave me juz lik tat !! pig la u ... now no more ppl tease me thin lik fish got many bones anymore .... u noe thers so many thing i wana u to noe, lik my college life n everything !!
i wanna tell u i can take care myself le.....i can take bus alone sumtime le....i'm not tat scare lik last time le...
but is too late...
I miss you
May u rest in peace
Erm...
ReplyDeletethis story of yours really reminds me of a friend when I was in form 3.
until now I'm 22 years old, I still haven't got a chance to visit his grave and pay him a respect.
All I could do is pray...
As a man, how do u think I try not to cry?
♥ cheer up ^^
ReplyDeleteafter being sad for tat few days ... i learn not 2 b sad anymore bcz i noe he aso wan me 2 b hapi..
erm i nvr attend his funeral too haiz sad case