Thursday, October 20, 2011

October babies

Muahahaha \o/ 
Anyeong !! I'm so lazy to update my blog yet nothing much to update since I'm at home always, never go out for like 1 month already =(
So last Saturday, we decided to give a surprise birthday party for Minly ( my wife ) and Tuanren at my house , but Tuanren couldn't make it so we celebrated with my wife only

There was me , minly, huisin, filix, fanfan, sam, samantha, ah goh and gf !!!
While waiting others to gather at my house, we sing and played guitar !
Fanfan brough his guitar to show xD joke joke !
Is very sweet of them since they know I'm still recovering and can't walk much so they decided to held the party at my house =')

This is one of the masterpiece of us , sorry for accidently recorded my voice in it too xD

Fanfan, Filix and my wife !

 Before playing guitar and singing , we had some topic on Contract law =/
Dayumm ! I forgot all even chapter 1 !!! paiseh max >.<

We had pizza and chit chat like sakais ! 



A bunch of monkeys in my house xD 
















Last but not least , 


Happy Burfdaee to all october babies <3 


Specially to ~
Tuan Ren
Francis
Bryan
Minly
Xin Yun


dan lain-lain lagi xD

Friday, October 14, 2011

简单的歌,简单的我


这首歌,是我爱上Super Junior的Kyu Hyun (圭贤)后,不小心搜索到的一首歌。不是因为喜欢圭贤才喜欢这首歌,而是它 ~
真的表达了我这几个月的感受
 
 
 圭賢 飄雪(雪花)


憂鬱的一片天
飄著紛飛的雪
這一泓伊豆的溫泉
竟是我孤單的思念

飄零的一片葉

就像你我的終結
這一泓伊豆的溫泉
充滿溫暖的從前

你的手 曾經擁著我的肩

呢喃著 愛我直到永遠
雪花 像綻放的禮花
天地間肆意地飄灑
縱情在一霎那

為何現在只剩下風吹亂我的髮
撕開我記憶的傷疤
讓往事像霧氣慢慢地蒸發
讓我知道什麼叫放不下

為何我的淚會不停得流下
滑過你曾經親吻的臉頰
所有的對錯在傾刻崩塌

原來你帶走了我生命的暖春盛夏
就連秋的果實也只在夢境裡懸掛
原來尋找的是我自己難了的牽掛
這泓伊豆的溫泉是天給的懲罰

如果知道結局我們還會相愛嗎
我猜不到你的回答
冰雪中的誓言是真心的嗎
怎麼此刻什麼也沒留下

現在只剩下風吹亂我的髮
雪掩埋記憶的傷疤
往事就像霧氣慢慢地蒸發
痛到麻木也許就放得下

就讓我的淚不停地去沖刷
沖刷你曾經親吻的臉頰
伸出手想留住一樣的冰雪
那瞬間的落花彷彿在
記得你和我的愛情 童話 


不让我的眼泪陪我过夜 - 圭贤 

你的柔情似水 幾度讓我愛的沈醉
毫無保留 不知道後悔
你能不能體會真情可貴

沒有餘力傷悲 愛情像難收的覆水
長長來路 走得太憔悴
你只留下我收拾這一切

不讓我的眼淚陪我過夜
不讓你的吻留著餘味

忘了曾經愛過誰
慢慢習慣了寂寞相隨

不讓我的眼淚陪我過夜
不讓你的臉夢裡相對
愛的潮水已經退
我的真情不再隨便給
 

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

My October

Tee Hee ! Its like so long I never update my blog =)
Well , these days I was busy doing physiotherapy so I could be like normal as fast as possible !
And not to share about my physiotherapist in Columbia Asia Hospital is so gentle and handsome , he really make me have the motivation to do haha =D But until now I dare not look at his eyes haha epic shy xD


So last Sunday my friend gave me a surprise visit to my house and LOL I never though 3 of my brother came and also my wife <3 There was Mian mian , Fan fan, Fifi ( my 3 bro ) , minly wife and tuanren ! then tuanren gave me another surprise by using my lappy to skype my sifu who is currently in Canada! Argh so sweet of them =] So it was 6 of them who visit me without my permission hahaha xD kidding ! Oh ya and tuanren make me addicted to Tetris battle , a FB game ~

Today is the first time I can walk without walking frame from my room to kitchen! Imma so happy although is still pain =[ Through this holiday or so call rehab, I've spend my time fully on Super Junior M, I watched all their activities in Taiwan xD I fell in love with Kyuhyun, the youngest member in Super Junior ! He is one of the best singer in Suju <3 I'm madly in love with him till I abanded Kim Hyun Joong a little !





this is one of the song I love most!

See , a korean trying his best to sing chinese song <3

~ I KyuHyun ~

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This song is a must listen !






Monday, October 3, 2011

Life as a patient

Well, this time this hour I'm blogging about this , guess most of you should know what am I gonna blog ! Don't feel like dragging grandma's story but is my own personal experience which I nearly give up and even feel like suicide ...Yeah what I am talking about is my knee replacement surgery last Monday, BINGO ! Actually everyone asking why I postpone my studies till January then starting it this September for my law degree, but seriously I don't feel like explaining again and again to them that because of my surgery I need to postpone so bear with it la kay ? That's why I've been on holiday since June , kinda enjoy myself tho so many months doing nothing =)


Hmm what to start with ~ Yeah so this knee replacement surgery is mostly needed by elders or people which is over weight. Normally for over weight people their knee can't support their weight so they end up getting pain when they walk or stand. For my case , I'm having Arthritis since young and now its been many years and recently my right knee start to feel pain and the pain causing me to be not so eligible in my daily routine. So this was the worst decision that I choose to undergo this surgery. I'm the youngest person who undergo this surgery in Malaysia. I'm 19 years old but my size is kinda small and I just look like a 15 years old girl. Furthermore not much doctor willingly to operate me since I will be their virgin =/


Later on, we found a surgery team that is quit professional and they decided to handle my case and make me as their case study. So through the whole month they study me, do whatever they want, check whatever they want from top to toe. At first I feel so irritating because I need to run up and down for all those check ups but after all it worth. So on Sunday I was admitted to hospital to make sure everything goes well before Monday surgery , that's why I have to fast 12 hour before operation so I wont vomit after I wake up from anesthetic. The moment I was sent in to the operation theater I really freak out because I know I have to face it alone , hmm yeah haven't got over my break up ... But who cares I'm afraid yet I have to undergo it. So I went in around 1.30pm and came out around 7pm... Luckily the anesthetic is well done this time because I only feel dizzy but not vomiting at all =)


The surgery was a success but the pain after I wake up is definitely unbearable by normal human beings! The next day which is Tuesday, Doctors start forcing me to walk! Holy Crap!!! I can't even move and they force me to walk , this was the first time I cried till shiver and my heart started to feel pain and hard to breath, my dad got his shocked of his life since he know I'm always very good in bearing pain. Seriously till now I curse the doctor !! I nearly faint thanks to him ! but after I rest my dad offer me concert ticket so imma happy girl =D But the following days non stop doing physiotherapy which make me feel like suiciding too! Very friggin pain !! The pain after surgery really make me feel like suicide so badly, worst then when my boyfriend dump me LOL !



Few pics that I found online that can share because I left my reports in the hospital ~



Life sucks and we live !