Life as a patient

Well, this time this hour I'm blogging about this , guess most of you should know what am I gonna blog ! Don't feel like dragging grandma's story but is my own personal experience which I nearly give up and even feel like suicide ...Yeah what I am talking about is my knee replacement surgery last Monday, BINGO ! Actually everyone asking why I postpone my studies till January then starting it this September for my law degree, but seriously I don't feel like explaining again and again to them that because of my surgery I need to postpone so bear with it la kay ? That's why I've been on holiday since June , kinda enjoy myself tho so many months doing nothing =)


Hmm what to start with ~ Yeah so this knee replacement surgery is mostly needed by elders or people which is over weight. Normally for over weight people their knee can't support their weight so they end up getting pain when they walk or stand. For my case , I'm having Arthritis since young and now its been many years and recently my right knee start to feel pain and the pain causing me to be not so eligible in my daily routine. So this was the worst decision that I choose to undergo this surgery. I'm the youngest person who undergo this surgery in Malaysia. I'm 19 years old but my size is kinda small and I just look like a 15 years old girl. Furthermore not much doctor willingly to operate me since I will be their virgin =/


Later on, we found a surgery team that is quit professional and they decided to handle my case and make me as their case study. So through the whole month they study me, do whatever they want, check whatever they want from top to toe. At first I feel so irritating because I need to run up and down for all those check ups but after all it worth. So on Sunday I was admitted to hospital to make sure everything goes well before Monday surgery , that's why I have to fast 12 hour before operation so I wont vomit after I wake up from anesthetic. The moment I was sent in to the operation theater I really freak out because I know I have to face it alone , hmm yeah haven't got over my break up ... But who cares I'm afraid yet I have to undergo it. So I went in around 1.30pm and came out around 7pm... Luckily the anesthetic is well done this time because I only feel dizzy but not vomiting at all =)


The surgery was a success but the pain after I wake up is definitely unbearable by normal human beings! The next day which is Tuesday, Doctors start forcing me to walk! Holy Crap!!! I can't even move and they force me to walk , this was the first time I cried till shiver and my heart started to feel pain and hard to breath, my dad got his shocked of his life since he know I'm always very good in bearing pain. Seriously till now I curse the doctor !! I nearly faint thanks to him ! but after I rest my dad offer me concert ticket so imma happy girl =D But the following days non stop doing physiotherapy which make me feel like suiciding too! Very friggin pain !! The pain after surgery really make me feel like suicide so badly, worst then when my boyfriend dump me LOL !

Few pics that I found online that can share because I left my reports in the hospital ~

Life sucks and we live !