Dragon RAWR !! part I

This hour I'm sitting in front of lappy in my residence , thinking how should I summarize all my activities during CNY ~ Kinda headache because too much to say and too less time to blog about it ! Tomorrow classes resume and I'm still in da CNY mood ='[

初二十九 ，which is Flydayyy xD I decided to skip Saturday's class which is legal skill class and follow Eugene back to Klang so that can follow aunt back to Seremban ! Eugene brough me to Klang famous pai guat rice and yeah he treat me xD We also have time to update each other and eventually slept off both of us >.<


So on 初三十，Aunt Irene and family is back from Singapore ! And we had a small lou sang at night which we do really enjoy =) oh ya and during the day time we went shopping xD xD I'm so clever , I left all my cosmetics in the resident =3

At night after dinner , I went out yam cha with my awesomee chingoos !! is like 6 of us and I merge them up since is 2 different gang which is mian , fifi , jordan , goh and samantha !

Then after yam cha , Samantha , Goh and me went to Jordan's house to play poker =P

初三十一 ，all Chia family came to my house to pray for grandpa and grandma ! As usual we cousins nothing to do , and our culture for every CNY is play poker ! Its been years we played poker everyday during CNY but the best is we don't use real $$ xD 

Oh ya Uncle Woonping brough soju from Korea for us xD and we blast kpop song too the whole day xD

Dragon gathering with ATC chingoos !

Sorry guys I got so much to update yet so less time =(

Gonna skip to my 3rd week of university life first xD

Yeah so basically is all about what I did in 3rd week of Jan 2012 !

Well , on Monday I had discussion with my darlings till 11pm + ...

Tuesday I prepared powerpoint presentation with my darlings till 11pm + too ...

So the time I sit down and bath at my residence is around 12am =(

 What a hectic life >.< can't breath because too much tutorials to be prepared !!

Wednesday I had class till 5.30pm and then rush back and get prepared to join ATC chinese new year gathering at night ~

It was so rush and around 8pm + , Raymond & JuenVei came and fetch me to go Cheras which was our gathering spot to lou sang =D

There was terrible traffic jam so the time we reach they already finish eating xD

So we simply order some food and lou sang again xD

Seriously when lou sang , half of the plate gone to our shirts and floor =/

Then we had 2nd round yam cha in Station 1 !

We played cards and da loser have to finish the drink mix by all of our drinks * yucks !

Raymond , leng lui and JR did have a try on it since they lose =P

Then around 10pm+

we ciao !!! because both of them have early class next day xD

Sigh ~ Bryan is so thin >.< bit worry for him !

and glad that I met Gavie , Sylvester , Vincent, and of course my wife <3

Me of the day =)

short update

I dunno why every time when I did nothing and people will start commenting on me ... Is like why can't a boy and girl have a pure friendship than getting involve in relationship ?! HELLO !! Izit girl and boy eat together that means they couple up ? Bull Shit ! and most of all he has gf n they lasted for more then 1year and I frigin know him for maybe a week only ? SO ? Sometime we have lunch together and sit together in class and THATS ALL !!! Does this mean I'm into him or we couple up ?? Please la ... mind your own business ... make me so pissed even I'm enjoying my university life ... beeches and class politics, I'm not interested !

Outing with degree babes

Guys sorry for the worries that I brought to you all for last week =) now I'm definitely feeling better and thx for all the love you all gave ^^ Was suppose to update my blog about this year resolution and few things that happen like my new college life and etc ~ but tsk tsk my timetable is too hectic and I'm like so exhausted everyday !

Thursday and Friday's classes are the best as I only have 1 lecture in the noon =D and today I even have the time to blog and take a nap and hang out !!! By the way I still hate Contract Law and yeah my interest is not in it so hahahaha xD

Yesterday went out shopping with my classmates and ofcourse they are my residentmate as well ! Is such a big relieve for me as I'm dying to go out and chillax ! So me , Soraya , Fatiha and Grace ( both from Brunei ) went to Bukit Bintang to have fun =D

We went crazy when we saw Zara on stock clearance and then Vinci having sales !!!!! But the time we reach is already 7pm so not much time to shop ... Took our dinner in Pavilion and watched The Darkest Hour with them <3

After movie , we went finding for the Brunei bear outside Pav but phailed D: 

We took a cab back and is quit cheap but we are all serious god knows it TIRED !!!!!

super duppa tired , hp mp finished xD

 

First tear of 2012

Today , 8/1/2012 ( Sunday ) is  the first time I get so panic so depressed so I dunno really what to do at this moment , all I know is to run away from this , escape from here ! I need a break seriously !!! Studies in Degree is making me so stress and somehow my residence stuft is making me stress too , now staying at home make me very stress too ! I dunno where should I go? Can you answer me ??!

Fought with mom coz of stupid stuft and dad was very angry with me and mom so he threw the big glass on the floor , and the next moment he pick up the broken glasses and throw again , his hand is full with blood ... blood everywhere , pieces of glass everywhere and water everywhere .. I dunno what to do , I am very scare , my heart is very painful when I see the blood everywhere ... Not to blame my mom but she started the fight first , I should have be patience to her and let her win ... After this incident , my mom continue wana argue with me , I really dunno y fucking wana continue argue after dad is hurt ... hurt badly somemore ... what you expect me to do now ? I sat down shivering alone dunno what to do , my mind is blank !! So worry for my dad ... Please dun hurt yourself anymore even is my wrong or mom's wrong ... not worth ... is our fault our bad ... is just I cannot bare to see you hurt ...

Thank god I quickly text Goh and Samantha ... really appreciate that both of you are with me when I'm helpless , I really feel better now , atleast slightly after we yam cha ~ I am so tired with my life ... studies , family , health , hostel .... I duno I still can stand how long ... Dad scolded me coz I'm going out , but how I wish that I could tell you that I went out coz I feel so scare for the whole thing , I wana cry but I dare not cry at home ... I go out not because I wana play but I really feel like taking a breath .. I love you ~

It feels so hard to go through everything alone , new environment , new course , new society ... I really feel helpless , only can tell Samantha and blog ... feel like suiciding , tired of smiling infront of everyone ... home suppose to be a warm place , but I feel the more I come back the more dad suffer ...

Sometime I wish you were here , but I dun hope that we couple back , Im just use to your comfort ... I feel that I miss you more when I met difficulties .. I hate myself ... awiz sick , cant be independent ... I ... duno wat to say ...