A crush

Seriously my high school friend sucks ..not all la of course but still the ones who always cant give cooperation... Guess I'm gonna be the freak that don't hang out with high school friends ...Every time I'm the one who plan the gathering , others don't really care .. Then why should I care ? I really give up , nevermind , there's always a better day for me without them ...OK , I know sometimes my attitude is not that good but I do put a lot of effort when planning ...but is a waste! 


I miss MInly lol , but she is only free in December ^^ and also Mei San and Erica babe who really take initiative to go out with me ...tuan ren n sifu aso my babes =) the one who always work well with me ....Besides them , I gonna focus more on my Sista gang @ Gossip Gurls and also college dudes more =P


Move on to next topic , yesterday night was the best night for me after so long of boring night!
First is as you read in my last post, I met Mr H few years ago , we were so closed but after some incident happen , we keep in touch like 1 month once , he'll call me ...Whenever he call , my heart blooms =)


So now , he is back ...I get to chat with him every night ! Can't believe that feeling is back~
I know I had piggy boy but you know teenagers feeling ._____.Honestly he is the second boy that I had feeling towards him , like for my past relation , all started with the guy like me only I like them then so on ~ Yesterday he really let me feel what is really call BF and GF , since this whole month I argued with piggy boy like hell non stop ... Yeah he has a GF which together for 7 years already , so do I ...
But he really pampers me and really let me taste happiness =) Seriously how I wish my BF would be like him ...
And yesterday night I chatted with Mr S xD the most handsome guy in our class !

Do you know why I fought with piggy boy ?
Yes , is about financial thing again , guess if he read this blog he will kill me , so better shut your mouth haha !
I'm tired of cannot go dating ....Everytime he say no money ... I'm not saying that I dislike he's poor  but atleast please afford what a relationship needs to afford ! This year is a failure never meet even 5 times ... My birthday , Valentine , Christmas , Annivarsary never celebrate together before !  Sucks right ?




OK , chill chill.. gotta go now !