I duwan t0 grow Up

failure is never there without me...

Today Mr Siva explained t0 us about law paper1 and paper2 ...And basically he did explained the common mistake that students had done during previous exam ...
Paper 1 - 6 ques , you need to do 3 ques ... each ques u need at least 3 page 
Paper 2 - more or less the same 

I feel so tense up and damn don't know why i start to feel i' m a failure ... Man ! how can i write 3 pages within half hour ...The more i think , the more tension i am ...I feel like i had been threw from the valley ...

Then is Mr Sara class.. He gave us a tutorial on law reform which i did revise a bit ...I should write 3 page or maybe 2 that time but i just manage to write 1 and the half page ...Furthermore my hand writing are big and i have a lot of spacing ..WTH lol !!!

My hand is shivering that time , my hand writing is like a piece of shit ..God knows how to read >.< 
First time in my entire life , i 'm so frusfrated of myself , how useless i am just to write a essay with notes given..
How stupid can a person be wit notes given but still only 1 and the half page ... and the most important thing is i didn't manage to finish the ques within the time and i think i craped ! 

  

Izit that true hmm ~~

ok conclusion is ...i'm so perfect in a not perfect way !!

Maybe i stick too much with this friend nowadays