《寂寞寂寞就好》我就要好了

    

《寂寞寂寞就好》 田馥甄

歌曲: 施人誠
歌詞: 楊子樸
導演: 徐筠軒

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有 早點看破 才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

一眼瞬间

需要人陪, 王力宏  

 

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣
這一間屋子 如此密閉
歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡
像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

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昨晚,你打电话给我 ...

我真心以为我们之间还有转机...

结果, 期望越大 失望越大

你得给我的目的是

要我在众人面前还你名誉

你也问我到底眼怎样才能不要搞那么多事

也说明我跟你有很多不共同点

你说我很爱闹事

把小事化大

你说你想平静的活, 开心的活 

不要我带给你烦恼

我想说的是我没有 

如果你没做过 怕什么冷言冷语

我爱你 我更恨你 

我答应帮你澄清 这是我最后一次会为你而做的事情 

过了今天 请你消失在我的生活里

你已经伤害 到我受够了

我为你付出的 你给过我的城若

就在那一瞬间 化为泡影  

今天 我第一次为了爱情 伤心到不去上课 

虽然很愚蠢 至少我知道

我能在一天内康复

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你 总爱编织谎言
我 负责配合表演
所有改变
只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重覆了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野

你 划定楚河汉界
我 不能轻易犯规
所有时间
都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年 两年
才看见我有多狼狈

我爱你 我恨你 我更恨我自己为什么还爱你

My heart is paining

Yesterday, Lexie's bf Sam confess to me infront of u.. u did nth ...i ask u to have a talk wit Sam..instead of helping me tell him i'm urs, u scolded me ....

Later on cath pm me ~

Cath - Jie u break with Vinc le?

Me -Nope , y?

Cath - He hugged me and say he break wit u le...

So, i pm u to ask bout it ....

U didn't plan to explain at all but 

U told me tis :

you r bringing trouble to me ,

i juz wan to have a peaceful game

i wan to play happily ...

if u wan u can follow sam and go .....

It was 1.1.2011

Today 2.1.2011

we nvr talk to each other whole day,

guess u decided to leave me ...

u flirt another gal infront me in guild ....

my heart broke n i cried like a mad ppl ...

its reli pain, u noe?

I hate you but I love you

Now I decided to move on .....

i left ur guild ....

tis is d ony thing i can do to make me feel beta 

if everything still as today ,

i wil quit AS server ..n back to QZ ...

I sacrifice alot for u but wat i get in return?

betray? u r such a jerk!

but still i love u although every1 ask me to leave

Now, i cud not find an reason to stay by ur side anymore ...

U had obviously make a move....

I aso nid to go.....

bye vinc ...i do enjoy d moment wit u...

take care of ur guild k , especially ur members...

n both my favourite apprentice ...

hope u take care of them ~

Is time for me to quit AS ...

i'll mis u yilin mei n cath mei n jane mei...

n ofcz my other fren ...

sorry

sorry

forgive my selfishness....

my heart is very pain for tis moment ....

Can let the time heal my pain first?

Biane, saranghae vincent <3

Chillax in Penang II

Say Hi to all my Barney ! =)

Finally I had the motivation to update my blog about my Penang trip!

Is a 3D 2night trip ...nothing much to say ~

Enjoy the pixies yourself <3

First destination, Kedah!

I'm not sure izit the most famous paddy field located in Kedah but haha,

sorry la I'm not paying attention while people explaining =P

Then hmm 1st spot is oh ya , some morning market =/

Thats where I bought my Barney!!!

Then we head to the Paddy museum ( I think so ) 

>.< short memory

Don't ask me what are those , I have no idea too LOL ~

I seriously dunno why are they turkey and chickens !

Then we headed to Crystal mountain , dad bought me 1 necklace <3

After lunch hmm we went  ~~ oh gee i forgot!

O.o is Jati rice company/ factory

Sorry too bored >.< till tortoise also took -________-

Then after this , we are officially off to Penang!!

End of the 1st day's story ~~~

GOGOGO ^^

sigh slacking to update about penang

Pool Day II

Hey guys =)

Its part II of pool where I told you all we gather for pool during Christmas Eve !

It was in Setapak, Genting Klang,

The pool place name V8 !!

See la Keith camwhore himself =P

More Keith's pixies

See xD master and apprentice !

I enjoy it alot too <3

Christmas 2010 ( Sinchoiwah Restaurant,Kepong )

Yeah its finally Christmas !!!

Cammy here wishing you all HapPi Xmas =)

So as usual every year we will gather together with relatives~

This year instead of buffet again we choose some thing new!

That is Sinchoiwah Restaurant,Kepong ...

Is a big nice restaurant and its very grand....

The whole building belongs to this restaurant so you won;t need to worry about parking spaces !

Hmm, their price is abit higher then others,

but their food & service is Ichibang !!!

We did enjoy alot here xD and reli yummy yummy !

They have KTV rooms also if you wana sing <3

cute huh xD

You can find outside of the building with nice decorations and ponds full it gold fish xD

Yup, that's the end for this post =)

okie dokie wil upload my other blog soon....

my mood is so happening these days sigh xD

Smile please !

Christmas Eve

3 more hours is Christmas , Hooray !!

Everyone is outside celebrating but not me ='(

But at least I went pool with few my besties during the whole morning till evening ~

They are Vincent, Wify, April, Ivor, Keith, HanYang, Affaf and 1 more guy I forget his name xD

Well today is the 1st time i play pool with the guildence of Keith and Master Vincent <3

Before pool, we had breakfast together in Setapak, Genting Klang ...

OK,back to our title ,

what I really wish for this Christmas?

Firstly , I just fought with Vinc Ho ...(onlymybestieswillnoe)

But he apologize to me today la....

Then this thing is settled

I really wish that my high school mates can put more effort on gathering by not giving issues saying not free this and that !

The 2nd thing is - hope my piggy boy can have a secure job, earn more $$ so he can buy me more stuft xD haha and ofcourse love me more and company me more !

 The 3rd thing is I wana be more closer to my college friends =) 

as in deeper relationship!

4th is I wanna work harder on my academic ! play less T.T

Oh ya the most important is -----

LET ME PASS MY A LEVEL EXAM !!!!!

 I <3 this pixie of mine took in Pavilion !

Thats all for today xD

Enjoy all your Xmas Eve ya <3